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Thursday, June 16, 2016

Scolded for my breast size!

I am so fortunate that my superior wife accepts me as a sissy wife! I know from reading others' stories on the internet that that is not commonly the case.

But I get in trouble sometimes:

Maybe for not doing my chores or not doing them properly enough to suit my superior wife.

Maybe for complaining -- which she really hates!

Maybe for not putting 150 percent into eating her beautiful pussy because I might be tired or something. But that is absolutely not the case!

But the latest thing that got me in trouble is sort of funny:

My superior wife is very athletic. She has muscles where I don't. She also does not have big breasts. Enough to suit the French, but not that big.

One night after I pleasured her glorious pussy several times and I was denied of course, we were cuddling with our breasts together and she says, "Your breasts are bigger than mine!"

She goes on: "What the fuck! That's not fair!"

I thought uh oh. But I know that she loves me the way I am and I am so good to her! We sucked and licked each other's nipples and breasts and the moment passed. 

She does love my breasts and my smooth girlie body, but I can see where she was coming from. She has repeated that feeling but I know that she is just messing with me.

Oh, I forgot. My superior wife is a 34B and I am a 38B, for the record.

Is there anyone else out there who is a sissy wife who has breasts issues with their superior wife!

Monday, November 2, 2015

Drinking a superior woman's pee !

I am not going to brag that I am some sort of toilet slave, because that is not the case at all. But, having said that, I have drank my superior wife's pee probably a couple dozen times over the years! 

As a submissive sissy, I would do it more and whenever told to, but my superior wife is not especially into peeing in my mouth!

Still, she has done it and liked it! Probably a dozen times I was giving her such intense oral orgasms that she just totally lost it and began peeing and I of course clamped my mouth down on her beautiful pussy and drank it all in! She felt embarrassed the first time she let loose and I told her I was perfectly fine with it! So she was not so embarrassed the next times she did it that was for sure!

Then there was the first time that she actually did use me as a toilet. I was about to start worshiping her beautiful pussy as I always do and she said to wait a minute because she had to pee really bad. I said to her to let me take care of her need. So she moved up and sat on my mouth and peed in my mouth until she was done! I continued sucking and licking her pussy until she had a wonderful orgasm! And she found that to be so hot! So we have done that probably many times as well!

An especially great time is when my superior wife has to pee in the morning and she will say she is so tired and doesn't want to get out of bed and so I will take care of her need to go!

In addition to that, I will lick my superior wife's pussy clean the times after she has crawled out of bed and gone to the bathroom then crawled back into bed. I told her how much I need to taste her and she has grown to love it!

But I love to submit to my superior wife is all ways! And drinking her pee is just one of those things that make us both happy!

So, have you drank the pee of a superior woman or even a man if that is who you are with?

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

Superior wife wants more body worship!

So, yesterday, my superior wife tells me that I need to lick her naked more! 

I said, "What! I lick you every day and many times more than once!"

She said yes, that is great, but she wants it more! Actually she said she wants me to lick her whole body more and not just her pussy and breasts and asshole, and more kisses all over and also more massages! She wants me to kiss and lick her legs and back and arms and, well, just all over!

I have done all that before, of course! And as a submissive sissy wife, I am really happy to comply, but it's just the matter of finding the time and fitting in those wonderful times when I worship her body. We both work, so there already is that limitation.

So, my question today is, does any other sissy wife worship their superior wife's body all over with licks and kisses? Not just here and there, but on a regular basis, I mean? How do you find the time to do it, above and beyond the regular worshiping of our superior wives' pussies that we all love more than anything in the world?

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

No sissy friends, but close!

A loyal follower of this blog asked me recently if I had any sissy friends to interact with. Unfortunately, I have to say, I do not. I have really not had a regular sissy girlfriend since college.

The reason for that probably is that I don't really have a lot of friends period. I have my family and my superior wife's family and I have my co-workers. I have my superior wife's friends. But because of my work duties and the duties I have worshiping and serving my superior wife, I just don't have a lot of friends to call my own anymore.

However, I am happy to say that I do have an alternative to having sissy friends. I meet regularly with ladies who live in our neighborhood. We meet over coffee and maybe do crafts or gardening. We talk about fashion and our spouses, of course. Sometimes we will go shopping or for lunch. My superior wife encourages my visits with the neighbor gals!

What's funny is that the husbands of these gals have no problem with it! They know the way I am -- I am harmless, of course -- and they know my situation with my superior wife.

But these visits with the neighborhood gals remind me of how as a young sissy I would spend such quality time with my mother and sisters and also my aunts and female cousins. That is how I learned how to cook and bake and sew and do other girlie things.

Also as a young sissy I had a sissy friend I would "play house" with. We would dress up, of course, and give blow jobs to boys who would come around! It would be wonderful to have such a friend today, but sadly that is not the case. 

I have my superior wife to serve and worship and that takes most of my time, so I am happen to get a break and spend some time with the gals in my neighborhood who treat me like one of the girls!

Saturday, August 8, 2015

Just a recap for the new followers!

I am still here and like I said my superior wife has been keeping me busy. We have a swimming area behind the house and she desires that I keep the pool nice and patio area so she can go for a nice swim and sit out there and drink her wine!

So, to the couple of new people that posted recently, I really do plan to keep writing about being a sissy wife and thanks for taking an interest in the lifestyle. I always say that I wish I would find more sissies like me read about!

But for the new people who are following this blog I just wanted to briefly recap what I am all about:

* I have always been a sissy and have always wanted to be a girl. Just as far back as I can remember. Started actively dressing like a girl at about age 12. "Played house" with another sissy friend.

* I played around with boys growing up, especially giving blowjobs, but found no place in the gay scene for some reason because those gay guys were looking for masculine partners!

* I had crushes on both boys and girls, but never really had a girlfriend -- or boyfriend for that matter -- until college. But, as during high school, these were actually more like close friends who were girls as opposed to real girlfriends. If you are sissy reading this, then you surely know how hard it is to find a real woman to want you as a partner.

* I have shaved my body since junior high school, much to my embarrassment.

* I grew up with a sister who is (still!) just a year older than me. I got caught borrowing her stuff and she actually started giving me things she no longer wanted like undies and short dresses! She was one of the most popular girls in school.

* Most of my close friends were and still are female and growing up I spent most of my time with my sister, mother, female cousins and aunts because that is just where I fit in.

* I was fortunate to meet my superior wife after she had broken up with a guy who was trying to control her life. She definitely did not want that. She took to me because I was willing to submit to her, let her control her life, let me make her life easier and pleasurable. She loved the fact that a sissy T-girl was willing to do all that for her as opposed to being with a manly man who wanted her to submit to him.

* In the bedroom, it is all about my superior wife's pleasure. It did not just always be that way, but it evolved to that. Because I am so tiny, it was a waste of time for me to try to get her off with the little thing. So from the start I was licking her to orgasms and was quite good at it so she decided that that was what we would do and we would not worry about my little thing anymore.

* So our sex life is me pleasuring my superior wife's glorious pussy with my tongue and I would not have it any other way. Even if I do say so myself, I am very good at getting her off and numerous times too! Every day at least once; sometimes three times!

* Most of the time, my superior wife just ignores my little thing and accepts the pleasure I give her and does not reciprocate. Well pretty much all of the time. But not really always. Being the loving superior wife that she is, she will "once in a blue moon" as they say, suck on my little thing just to torture me. And if she sucks me to an orgasm, she will have me swallow the little bit of cream that comes out.

* And oh ya, the most important thing, about 10 years ago now, she decided that I should take estrogen and in addition to appearing more female as far as my hair and skin and shape, I have B-cup boobies and an even smaller little thing and sack down below that are even more useless because I really can't get it up much anymore. (Which is so awesome, by the way, because I always hated erections.)

* So in bed we are about as close as you can get to being two girls without being born that way.

* Do I present myself as girl in everyday life? No, not really. I wear female clothing that I can get away with wearing in public. So that pretty much means just not dresses and skirts. I will wear female shorts and tops for sure.

Oh, I should stop there! I just wanted to let the followers who have commented very recently know what I am all about in case they have not read too far back. To let them know that this is for real and not a fantasy and though it may be difficult to achieve a sissy wife lifestyle at least I can tell you that I am living it. I can assure you that I have not made anything up unless I have written about a fantasy that I have.

So, please comment on or ask about anything that I have rehashed here today!

Friday, July 3, 2015

Diary of sissy wife, Part 1: Me

Ever stop and think about how you ended up being a sissy wife? Did you always want it that way? Or did you try to be a normal guy without success? Were you always submissive?

Here is my story -- some of which I may have already mentioned in previous posts -- and I hope you will add your stories in the comments:

I was a really girlie sissy as a boy. I had two older sisters who I wanted to be like, especially the really popular one. I had few male friends other than the other sissies, so I hung out with my sisters and their friends, other neighbor girls, my mother, and my female cousins and aunts.

Instead of learning how to play ball and hunt, etc., I learned how to cook, bake and sew. I learning about homemaking and fashion. I learning about doing hair and makeup and shaving my legs. And I was quite good at all of these things! My mother was my idol and not my father like most young boys.

My really best friends were the other sissies in the neighborhood and in school. We would hang out together and we had a spot at one sissy's house where we could dress up in girls clothes and our mothers lingerie that we borrowed after school and on Saturday mornings.

My first kissing was with the other sissies. By the time we were teens, we were having some of the real boys join us for kissing. Naturally, what those real boys were really there for were blowjobs. So we sissies started giving blowjobs to the boys, especially two regulars. And through junior and senior high school, we did that in addition to being the entertainment at parties by giving blowjobs there too.

I did not have a girlfriend in high school, although I did have many female friends who treated me and the other sissies like one of the girls. I did have crushes on some of the boys, especially the ones whose cocks made it into my mouth and whose cum I was swallowing on a regular basis. 

I have to say I loved being on my knees in front of a boy or on a bed with him, caressing his ass as I pleasured his cock and balls! Oh wait, could that be the reason I never had a girlfriend!

Sometimes I felt really crushed knowing that a boy that I liked and was pleasuring would never be liking me back. The other boys I was blowing I just blowed because I loved the taste of cock and their cum. 

There was one boy in particular named Pete that I was really in love with! He was so cute and his cock was one of the most beautiful things I have ever laid my eyes on. It tasted so good. And I just wanted to eat him up! But all the pretty and popular girls in school wanted to date him, so he had his pick. Still, he was one of the boys who came around to the sissies for no-strings-attached blowjobs. He did treat me really nicely however and was good friend.

In college, I still never had a girlfriend although there were some girls that I wished were my girlfriend. But they remained my "girl friends." There was one girl Lynda who I ate out on regular basis but she had a steady boyfriend (more on that in another post). And that was the closest I was to having a girlfriend. I mean, how many girls want to have a sissy for a girlfriend anyway?

There were other girls that I would eat out and of course there were more boys whose cocks I sucked. The major thing here is that this was all done without reciprocation on their part. The pattern was definitely that I was, and was becoming even more so, a submissive sissy.

Also more on this later, but right after college I had short affairs with two men and although it consisted mostly of me sucking their cocks, they also were the only two guys who ever fucked me in the ass. I will get into those affairs later, but the fact is they ended and I moved on.

I don't know why I was so shocked to find this out, but sissy girls are not really accepted by the vast majority of gay guys. After my two affairs ended I started going into gay bars but felt that I was not really wanted there. I would wear short shorts and a tank top, all shaved smooth, my hairstyle on the long side and girlie. But the guys there wanted to be with real men, just like I did. 

The only interest I got was from some unattractive old guys who would buy me drinks and feel up my ass. I don't know why I did not go home with them. It's just that I was still hoping to find a guy like Pete from high school.

I wanted to be a man's wife at that point, even though at that time there was no such thing as same-sex marriage. 

So it was the saddest part of my life at that time. And I will stop there because in Part 2 I will tell my wife's story and in Part 3 I will tell our story together.

Diary of sissy wife, Part 2: My superior wife

I am proud to say that my superior wife was one of the most popular and prettiest girls in her high school. That's funny because she was just like my sister! The type of girl I always wanted to be!

Judging from my superior wife's photo albums, she changed boyfriends like most people change the oil in their cars, meaning every six months or so! The pictures of her at homecoming dances and proms are stunning and she is with a different guy in every photo! And these guys were all hot!

Based on what she has told me and more photos, this did not change for her in college. She dated the captain of the baseball team for an extended period. And he was really hot too! 

She dated three black guys from the basketball team at various times. One of them was the star player because I remember reading about him in the newspaper. For this sissy wife, there is something very exciting about thinking that my superior wife had at least three big beautiful black cocks in her mouth and beautiful pussy! Not to mention the hot baseball player!

She has mentioned at length one of these basketball players. He was from Nigeria. Who knew they played basketball in Nigeria! She always mentions him because of his smell! Not because it was a bad smell, but she says he would coat his skin with different oils. She says it was an African thing.

She has told me that many times he would have her massage his body and coat his smooth black skin with these oils. And she would end up getting these oils all over her body! She says her girlfriends would always comment that they knew when she was with that guy because they could smell him on her! Sort of like a woman can smell like a man's aftershave I guess.

Now, she has never spoken at length about him fucking her, but how does a gal get exotic oil all over her body without a man holding her and kissing her and fucking her!

This must have been a special time for her though because of all the guys she has been with, he is the one that she brings up the most. Sometimes around prom time she will reminisce about a guy from that time, but it is the Nigerian guy that she speaks of mostly.

My opinion is that for her this was a time of some very special fucking! Something that has never been repeated for her. And that would especially be true with me. Many times, I wish that she would have that kind of pleasure again!

But anyway, two things happened: First, she says, he pretty much tried to own her, because I guess that is how they do it in Nigeria. She says she got worried about where things were headed if she did not obey him. She says she tried to tell him that that is not how American women are treated.

Then, he got caught with drugs and got kicked off the basketball team. Later, after pleading guilty to charges and for academic reasons, he was kicked out of school. Since he was no longer in school, he was forced to return to Nigeria.

Then, she says, she started dating some rich guy from Boston, whose dad owned a shoe company. This must be what really changed her opinion about men. She says he also tried to control her life. He was a spoiled rich kid and always had his way, I guess. 

My superior wife is a confident and independent woman. I can see how she did not want a guy telling her what to do all the time, no matter how he performed with his cock. She says she tried to shake him. 

After graduation, she stayed close to home and he moved back to Boston. She says he tried to get her to move to Boston and kept hounding and stalking her, so much so that he pissed off her father, who was about to shoot the guy!

As fate would have it, she was hired in the same office where I worked! And we started talking. 

And how we got together will be the topic of the next installment of my windy essay! 

(I hope some sissy wives are reading this, but I am not getting any comments, which makes me sort of sad. As always, it would be great if you would post your own experiences here!)

How I ended up being a sissy wife!

Believe it or not, I did not aspire to be a woman's sissy wife! Did you?

Starting when I was about 12 and was "playing house" with a fellow sissy and some boys we knew, I wanted to be with guys in a big way! Older men that I would see in locker rooms would really turn me on too!

All the girls liked me as a close friend, but they would not date me. In college they would take a pleasurable pussy licking from me, but still they would not date me.

But things sort of changed after college. I took a job in small town and really nothing went on there. It was a conservative setting, as opposed to the liberal setting of a campus at a major university.

I wanted to be like this!

I did have some relations with a guy who lived in the same apartment house -- that's a story for another day -- but not much went on with me sexually unless it was on a visit back home.

There was a mid-sized city not far away and there were bars and clubs there but nothing as far as LGBT as far as I could see. This went on for a year and a half until I got an offer for a better job in the big city and I had to take it. It was actually in the same city as my university.

The gay scene there flourished. But the tranny scene really did not. So I would wear a pair of shorts and a tank top and sandals -- and smell really nice and feminine -- and go into a couple of these gay bars.

I just felt really unwelcome in those places. I felt pretty much ignored. Those guys in there were not looking for someone like me. They were looking for the same thing I was -- a hunky guy! Only the old guys would talk to me. But I was not that desperate yet!

I kept going though, but the last straw was when some men in there would say things like "what the fuck are you doing in here" or "get you pretty little ass out of here before we take turns filling it." Sometimes I would leave after not finishing my first drink.

So I did not find myself fitting into the ordinary gay lifestyle. I guess finding a man who wants someone who is a sissy or is transgendered is hard to do, no matter what you see on the Internet.

So, I ended up being with a woman after all. More to come. And oh, does this sound familiar to anyone else?