|I wanted to be like this ...|
I grew up needing to be submissive period, but mostly to other guys and men. But as I wrote in a previous post, somehow -- and I don't know if this is true for all T-girls and sissies -- I did not fit into the gay lifestyle.
|... but ended up being like this!|
Do I still think about men? Oh yes! You betcha! For sure! I still have dreams and fantasies of being a man's wife and being submissive to him in all ways. I still think about what it would be like to take care of gorgeous man's house and cook for him and suck his cock every day and present my ass to him for his pleasure! Well, it did not work out that way.
But I do have a dominant female whose house I take care of and who I cook for and who I lick to many orgasms -- without reciprocation of course! This is not a bad lifestyle for a sissy to have. And I don't know if I would have ever found a man to serve anyway. It looked like it was not going to happen.
And heck, nowadays, many strong women in the workplace would love to have a sissy to take care of all their needs instead of a man who has to be out on the golf course all the time or drinking with his buddies.