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Monday, September 24, 2012

A pathetic sissy watches

This is pretty much like
what I saw through
the window.
As I have written on this blog and my other blog, I had a very mixed up period of being a sissy teen and young adult. I had crushes on boys and gave oral pleasure to boys. I wanted to be a girl. But because of social pressures of a teen boy being with another teen boy, I thought that I should maybe strive to be with a girl.

But that was easier said that done if you are a sissy. Girls wanted to be my good friend and that was about it. They would go out with me to do stuff as a friend but it was not a "date." In college, there were girls that I gave oral pleasure to, but they were not girlfriends. Just special friends. I bet you know what I am talking about.

I would have feelings for these girls, even though I knew it would probably not go anywhere than me giving them oral pleasure. Then, during college, this one particular girl -- a pretty blonde -- came along. We were really close, closer than just friends, or so I thought. Spent a lot of time together, talked all the time. I thought maybe we were a couple. Would have been a first for me, because as I said, girls wanted to be only good friends with a sissy like me.

So things were going along -- and as I said I thought we were a couple and she had even said that -- when one evening I went to drop in on her at her place unexpectedly. I happened to notice the car belonging to a male friend of mine from high school parked outside. I thought WTF! I went up on the porch and before I knocked on the front door I looked in the picture window.

There she was, naked on the couch sucking, licking, devouring his cock! I was so hurt, as you can imagine. I kept watching from the shadows until he started cumming and she swallowed it! I stayed there as they cuddled and kissed and caressed after the BJ. My head was spinning by then, so I got out of there.

I was very very sad for a while because I knew that was just the way it was going to be. I should have known better to think that the girl and I were actually going to be a normal couple.

The other thing was that I had seen this guy's dick in our high school locker room and I have to say it was magnificent, a lot like the cock pictured above. So much more magnificent than my little thingy. I would have enjoyed pleasuring it over and over myself! Deep down, I could not blame her. And it would become hers to pleasure over and over and take deep inside her. They actually ended up dating and getting married.

I did not say anything to her nor to him about me seeing anything. We just grew apart and it was mostly because of her new-found love. She had no time for me anymore. I graduated from college and moved to another state for a job and found myself wanting to be with guys again until that also soured -- I told you I was always mixed up!

And here's the real kicker: After a good while, I actually found that episode to be exciting to me. As someone who also loved cock, I actually thought it was arousing as I replayed that night in my mind, seeing a girl I believed was my girlfriend pleasuring this beautiful cock while I stood on the porch as a pathetic sissy watching.

Sunday, September 23, 2012

A sissy shares her nail polish!

My mistress likes my taste in nail polish!
The other day the wife who is in charge came to me looking for some nail polish. She wanted both a clear polish and a color.

I have a little wicker basket in which I keep my nail polish and my manicure set. I must have over a dozen bottles of nail polish of various colors.

So of course I got my basket for her so she could pick out what she wanted.

Later on, I was thinking: How many women out there can go to their male partners  for nail polish? Not a great deal, I would imagine!

But it gets even better. The wife who is in charge at our house has also borrowed from me at various times lipstick and lip gloss as well camisoles and bras. Who said a sissy wife wouldn't come in handy for something other giving oral pleasure!

So I was wondering, if you are a sissy wife, do you also share things with your mistress? And what might those items be?

Thursday, September 20, 2012

Starting the day off right!

This is what I have for breakfast!
So on days when getting up for work does not get in the way I will crawl out of bed before the superior wife does to go into the kitchen and put on a pot of coffee for me and a kettle of tea for her.

When I go back into the superior wife's bedroom what I normally see is like what is shown in the photo above. She has tossed and turned and somehow thrown off the covers. But she's still asleep. I stop and marvel at her glorious ass.

Now, I am both sad and happy. Sad because I envy her so much! I wish that it was me naked and totally feminine in the bed in front of me. If you are a sissy reading this -- and most likely you are -- then you know what I am talking about.

On the other hand I am quite content that she has allowed me to love and serve her. I am not making it up when I say that my superior wife is even built like the gal in the photo above. She really is. And because she is so sexy, that makes me even more envious and sad and even more happy that she allows me into bed and into her life. It's really a roller coaster of emotions!

But when I return to her bedroom and after I marvel at what is in front of me, I can't help wanting to worship her ass. I caress it and kiss it all over and lick it, even up and down her crack. She loves to be awakened in this manner. Inevitably, after a few minutes she will roll over and I will worship her pussy until she has a powerful orgasm to start her day off right.

We will cuddle for a little bit while she thanks me for such a great start to the day, but the smell of coffee and the whistling of the tea kettle makes me crawl out of bed again and head back to the kitchen. While she showers, I will make her a nice breakfast -- she likes toast or bagel and fruit -- and be a good sissy wife for her.

Monday, September 10, 2012

As the dominant one drifts off to sleep ....

This is another depiction of what the dominant one at our house looks like after I have licked her pussy to a couple of glorious orgasms and then she has rolled over for me to worship her delicious asshole!

She loves for me to lick her crack until she drifts off to sleep like the gal in this photo. She loves for me to keep kissing and licking and caressing and massaging her all over as well. She says I am to do this until I am sure that she is asleep and she is no longer feeling and enjoying my attention.

I lick her all over all the time. I have kissed her all over as well. That's a lot of work to lick your owner's entire body! Well, mostly like what you see in this photo, anyway. All the back parts! I have also covered her with sweet-smelling body lotions as well, and that is fun too.

I am awfully lucky in that my dominant wife's body is similar to that of the gal in the photo. She works out to stay in shape, but she has a nice bum like the one above and not a skinny one! A nice bummy for me to enjoy!

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

An act of submission and devotion!

As the sissy wife, after I lick the boss wife's beautiful and delicious pussy to two or three glorious orgasms I am presented with what is pictured at right!

I am not allowed to penetrate her, of course, and there really isn't any reciprocation as far as her returning oral sex. The reason I am not allowed to penetrate her is because what a waste of time it is when a sissy clitty is involved. So we just skip it. The boss wife rarely rarely performs oral sex on the little thing, and when she does the sissy has to dispose of the little mess by swallowing it, of course! The boss wife and I have agreed that we will concentrate ONLY on her pleasure!

So I am presented with what is shown at right. It is my reward for being such a great pussy licker! My duty is to lick up and down her crack and to lick out and fuck her asshole with my tongue until I am directed to stop. My boss wife says it is pleasurable, but it does not make her cum. Still, she loves it because it shows the dominance she has over me. I mean, how many people out there lick other people's assholes? It is really an act of submission and devotion! It is just part of that devotion: I do her laundry, do her grocery shopping, clean her house, eat her pussy and give her great orgasms ... and I lick her asshole!

What sissy wife would not do that for the wife who is boss!